Thursday, July 23, 2009

Training Course

I have entered into an AutoCAD training course for three days. It's held by government's institute, and it's free for persons who were thrown into unemployment and we can get 60% of living allowance. It's a good chance for me to gain more other skills to improve my capability. I felt so tired because I was too lazy to read for the past three months. In the whole summer vacation, except for house keeping, taking care of my children, and cooking, I almost stayed at home and watched TV all day, then being a couch potato. I do have plan for study in the first begin summer day, i.e. I set a goal to read three English novels, memorized 100 words at lease in summer vacation. Unfortunately, I was too lazy to do it. It’s really not a good example for my kids. That’s why I decided to applied for the training course. I never learn about mechanical drawing, I was so excited, because it's a brand new experience. I have never to join this kind of course. When I came to the class on 7/21, I felt the place was too small, but I think it's not a big deal, after all, it's a free course and you can overcome it. After the first day, I realized that I need doing more effort to learn this training course. it's not easy for me to understand what teacher's saying. I think that maybe I am too old to learn. I told myself-"Don't give up! Just do it! You can make it." I hope I can learn it well and join the TQC testing after the 50 days. That's my goal, and I belive that "when there is a will, there is a way."

Saturday, July 18, 2009

"Two Weeks"

What's meaning for the birth and death? Birth means living and joyful; death means ending and sad. Most of people are afraid of talking about the death issue. Including me, I never thought that if I am going to die, what’s the most important thing I want to do? But now, when I saw a movie from Star Movie channel on TV last week, I realized that we didn’t have to afraid of death, death means to continue your love. I think that how to express your love to your family is more important than anything.
The movie was called-"Two Weeks" which talked about a mother who got a cancer and will die after two weeks. Therefore, her four adult children return home to take care of her. The mother knew that the death will come and knock at her door, but she didn’t afraid of it. On the other hand, she accept it bravely, and only one thing she want to do was she hope her children must get together and love each other forever and ever. When she hung on, her four children found them trapped together and didn’t know how to handle it for two weeks, and they struggled to deal with their mother’s illness.
Finally, they realized why their mother wants to record the video tape before she got sick. I love this movie. It was so touching my heart, and my eyes brimming with tear. I am a mother, too. I knew why she wanted to show her thinking and feeling on the video tape. She wants her children become strong and she loves them forever and ever, even though she will die after two weeks. Recommend you watch it.